Inspiration beyond any other / Kiley Roller (Inspired...)
I was home sick and I'm a LOTR freak so I was watching the Appendicies. I saw Cameron's story and was soo touched. I'm also a cutter and when he said "I've been pushed by fate so far as to see my life teeter on the edge of a building. But I would never jump I live for my peers for those I love and when I die it will not be me who is affected but the ones I leave behind." it showed me that I really need to hold on. I started to try to see the better in my life because if someone in his condition could do it I could too.
After I heard his story I realized that my life was so much easier than I thought. Sure I had problems we all do but if I ever felt upset or down I just remembered what he went through and I could do so much more than just whine. I decided then and there that I was going to do something to help people in my situation and support those in Cameron's. I've made the decision to shave my head for cancer research and I want to put flowers on his grave although I can't get to New Zealand...
Another thing that happened when I saw his story is I was so inspired I decided to write a poem... I don't know if it will mean anything to anyone but here.
"Through the nights I've waited
for a story just like yours
to show me that I'm not alone
that I'm here in the world.
To show me that I've always had
the smallest things I've never seen
or at least never decided
to hold them close to me.
Your love for life
your faithfulness
to those you hold so dear
has made me want to understand
why I'm really here.
You showed me I have a purpose
I'm not just here because
I'm here for a reason.
I have a task I need to do
I'm here to watch the seasons.
Through winter it's cold
I still stand strong.
Through the wind the rain
the storms the sun
I will hold on.
I'm only just begun.
I'll hold on to the small things
I never understood
and I will watch the simplicities
that make my life so good." -Kiley Roller
Cameron has made my life easier just by making those films. I wish I could have met him to tell him just how much he showed me. His memory will live on forever. He will touch the lives of so many people and it means the world to me that he shared his story. Thank you so much Cameron for showing me what it means to really
live. I will never forget your story.
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